#28 Free Write: Lonely Tear Drops.

Loenly tear drops....Falling down the faces of the man who once who was thinking that he would have a meaningful relationship. But at the end he ended lonely and left with only a broken heart. She was out somewhere, haveing time of her life, With other man. That though scared him the most, what she might do and will do with other guys. Tears kept falling down his face down the ground as he started take deep breaths to hold the tears back. He said "I love you so much, but i guess it wasn't meant to be". He just kept he head down and his hands over his hair. He than said "If i were to be with you right now it would make me one of the happiest guy in the world. I wouldn't let you go when yout in my arms again". BUt than he took a sigh " But i know that will never happen". As Days went by and he continued to do the same rutein of his daily life. He promised that he would make himself better each day as person inside and out. He got stronger phyically and metnally. He began deteremined to be what he know what he can be if tried. He trained during the night and worked and learneed during the day. He redress his wordrob and bought fresh and coths that were his kind of personailty. Not to much pride but no to little of it. he knew this was the beggining the proccess of regain what he once lost, confidence. A year passes than he still can remeber the girl he once loved so much but at the same time hates with all his gut. He still thinks of her daily, never a day goes by without him no think of her and the good times they spent togethere. walking in the park and the time they just spent togethere just hugging each other. In his Though "My heart still feeels broken and i'm not sure if or when i can recover". A tear almost starts to form up in his eye, but he sucks his gut and thinks of the way she just left him for another guy... That made him angry but at least he dosn't remeber the good time anymore. He repeated this process over and over again. To him he felt like it was curse to be this kind of guy. Being hoplessly in love with a girl who dosn't want anything to do with him. Feeling like a patheic loser and undersrving person of not love.