As I Sat on the Bench

Washroom Door swueeking
Dlow-dryer blowing
footsteps of all grades can be heard throughout the halls.
Theres are some of the sounds you hear when you close eyes and just listen

Mrs. Zimmny teaching math
Mrs. Green Teaching finicial Skills
Mens school shoes making the shuffle sound
while Women School make that Click Clock sound

Queen giggles,
Kristine Saying "I need a poeem"
There is so many sounds echogin throughtout the halls
Just Close your eyes and listen..

#28 Free Write: Lonely Tear Drops.

Loenly tear drops....Falling down the faces of the man who once who was thinking that he would have a meaningful relationship. But at the end he ended lonely and left with only a broken heart. She was out somewhere, haveing time of her life, With other man. That though scared him the most, what she might do and will do with other guys. Tears kept falling down his face down the ground as he started take deep breaths to hold the tears back. He said "I love you so much, but i guess it wasn't meant to be". He just kept he head down and his hands over his hair. He than said "If i were to be with you right now it would make me one of the happiest guy in the world. I wouldn't let you go when yout in my arms again". BUt than he took a sigh " But i know that will never happen". As Days went by and he continued to do the same rutein of his daily life. He promised that he would make himself better each day as person inside and out. He got stronger phyically and metnally. He began deteremined to be what he know what he can be if tried. He trained during the night and worked and learneed during the day. He redress his wordrob and bought fresh and coths that were his kind of personailty. Not to much pride but no to little of it. he knew this was the beggining the proccess of regain what he once lost, confidence. A year passes than he still can remeber the girl he once loved so much but at the same time hates with all his gut. He still thinks of her daily, never a day goes by without him no think of her and the good times they spent togethere. walking in the park and the time they just spent togethere just hugging each other. In his Though "My heart still feeels broken and i'm not sure if or when i can recover". A tear almost starts to form up in his eye, but he sucks his gut and thinks of the way she just left him for another guy... That made him angry but at least he dosn't remeber the good time anymore. He repeated this process over and over again. To him he felt like it was curse to be this kind of guy. Being hoplessly in love with a girl who dosn't want anything to do with him. Feeling like a patheic loser and undersrving person of not love.

Poem: Gap

Every time were together
You push away
And I get sacred That gap between us
will grow and break us
We need to stay strong and proud
Or we will fall apart
I don't want to be missing you
I really need you
I wish we still love each other forever
and ever
and ever
and ever....

#27 Free Write: In Winter

Winter is okay, it's not epic or anything it's just there to have some fun and enojoy a limited time of weather. Glad it comes once a year or else it would be really cold like -Oc. Than that would be damn bad.... I could stand cold but for that many days in the cold with low tempratures that are colder than alot of places that would be a hug bummer. Like calagary, It's cold, always has snoew never has sunlight sometimes for long periods. Than you always have to wear such thick jakets and Boots. Than you can hardly stay outside for long before you get hypertemia. So that means you always need to know you neighbors and relatives so you can do emergancy shelter before you seat than freeze to death. You would also need a gps or a old school map. So you always need to be preapred for weathers that change dramaically. So pretty much have to be prepared everyday of the weather, what kind of gear your brining and how far you plan in going. You always have to plan ahead before going out. Than yo uneed to take survival classes to learn howo to survive if you get stuck in the middle of nowhere which would be dangerous becuase you could be walking on Frozen lake and not know what it was. Than while your sleeping you fall in the water and drown to death Becuase you panic in waking up finding yourself in cold water. Lack of air than you try to search for the crack you fell into. You need to know what kind of wood that would burn in cold wither. Than learn know how to stack this up in a speciual formation so taht you can have an easy start of a big bone fire. So anther reason why you should take survival class is becuase people do such simple things that could actually kill you over a certain period of time that freeze you to death or make you die of eating bad raw food. many Factors will need to be read over and studied before you starty thinking to live in cold areas. Than when you actually start living in those areas it's really hard to get supplies becuase there are certain dates a plane comes to drop off goods for small towns and sometimes under developt cities. Than you need to pay for education that would be pretty expensive becuase i think they would acutally need to hire someone from aborad from a diffrent province or sometimes a diffrent country. Which would be sometimes the neighborcountry who has the same conitions but know what to do.

#26 Free Write: Man Up

This statement saying "Man Up" remindes me of shakshere the play hamlet, When hamlet himself is going crazy and cannot control his thoughts of death and which would be easier. Either live fighting or die failing. The killing himslef would be easier, but unknown region scares him. For nothing is known after the death, there is no map nore guidence. He argues with himself to live or die. So far all i can remeber for my part of the silique of the part of the play im doing start with to be or not to be. "To be or not to be, that is the question. Weither tis nobler for the mind to suffer, The slings and arrows of outragous fortune, Or the take arms against the sea of trouble, And, by oppsing, End them, To die, To sleep, No more,--And by a sleep to say we end, The heartache and the thousand natural shock, That flesh is heir to, Tis a consummation, Deavoutly to be wished, To die, to sleep, To Sleep perchance to dream,--aye there's the Rub, For in the sleep of death what dreams may come, When we have shuffled off this mortal coil, Must give us pauce, Theres the respect, That make calamity of so long life" Than I still need to read half a page more to finish this silalaque for the group i am in to rpesentate our part of hamlet. Huh, This is going to be hard since it takes long time to remeber old english, It helps though. Makes you understand what they are saying and meaning at the same time. Sometimes you have tokeep rereading the same thing over and over to get a better understanding of what you want to understand or mistook for anther answer. Hamlet is pretty niffty guy, even though he may go over the top and say such weird things. If he wasn't so obbsed over his dead father and the ghost that told him to do a dirty deed he would be a pretty relaxed man who would have great honour. A man's man, No homo, When i say mans man i meant Alpha Dog.

#25 Free Write: Hate is such an ungly word.

Hate is such an ungly word. It is way to mean to use against other people. It not only makes people angry or sad it, people are abe to see it very clearly personally also on the inter-web. If we use it commmonly more than maybe it would be not so offending. But still we should reduce hating people in this world. Becuase if we hate other people or races we end up destroying not just their lives but also yours. "Only coperation will save mankind", which i heard somewhere from a movie i think about someones famouse speeches about only with support may people over come many obsiticles. So if we let the word and the meaning of hate spread around it will effect alot of lives espcially governemnt. Hate hate hate. I think it would be alright thought to use it to refer about objects not people. Like for example I hate the fact we must do many paper drawing in art class. That seems less offending than. I Hate the Art teacher for makeing us do so many paper drawing. I know it would be a long time from now when we reduce bad words from this world. It may take centuries and this not even sure yet. Only time will tell if humans can really coperate withought hate of each other. I wonder where hate orginated from? it seems so vile sometimes just thinking about using against someone. To hate someone for so long, becuase they did something wrong? they offeded you only once?. I don't think we souldn't really hate much. since that we may not them that well or that much. Hate, Hate, hate. So much hate in this world. Mankind has to evlvoe soon to teh point of not to use foul words by than. Time will take a long time to enforce it . i'll be long dead from than. I like the fact they already started to minmize the use of foul language on TV is pretty good. So the new generation learns not to swear so much, or know so many diffrent Foul words. Words do not just cuase hate but also our actions. So i think that Viloent Movie.

#24 Free Write: Lord, what fools these mortals be

The line "Lord, what fools these mortals be" is from the book Midsummer's night dream from the the famous writer Shakespeare. Which was mostely about these 4 people being in love and how a Elf was sappose to help fix the love triangle but how he messed up the task. Than it is his mission to fix the problem he started. Over all the story is really actually fun to read or listen to. Their are alot of compication as the story goes on. Like for example one of the actors wears a mask as a donkey on his head then one of the pixes springled magic dust on his head which made the mask of the donkey really real on him. Which of course when he came out to do his part in the rehersal he scared all the other preformers with his donkey as his head and face. That is also one of shakespeares famous Qoutes in some of this plays. These lines mean how the huymans take love and affection seriusly compared to how the elves them self take it. So they just watch for awhile of the 4 lovers argue at each other about who loves who. The elves belive this was the act of the gods or the hands of fate or something. They continue to watch as the fight increases in the middle of the forest. The characters in the scene is Oberon,Lysander,Hermia, Helena, Demetireous and Puck. The scene is one of the most important of the play before the plot i think. I don't really remeber of the whole play much but it is one of the best books to read when you want to start to learn more on Shakespeare and his writing. It is also true how humans are kinda fools when it comes to love. many of us take ti way to seriusly and some of us take i to lightly. When we take it to seriusly we make our self to vunarable to out feelings and we easly think we are in love to easily. But when we take it reallly lightly when it comes to love we usually hurt someone we care and we don't realize it till hte last straw. when it comes to love humans should learn to blance our love life and social life.